Maybe I'm LookBook Stupid

LookBook might have been the coolest, meanest and stupidest thing ever.

I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I post looks and I wait, wait, wait. Do I have to do that begging thing where I go on other peoples page's and comment and ask them to look at mine? I don't know. That just sounds annoying to me. 

Anyways, I guess I'll do a little shameless self-promotion. This is my favorite look of mine. Click it, hype it. Do whatever. I don't care. I just don't want to be INVISIBLE. Tomorrow (or later today) I'll try getting all dressed up and taking some photos. At least the background will be pretty. Oh, Italia.

Anticipazione

In about a month and a half, I will be in Italy. Prosibly with my best friend.

Definition of Prosible/Prosibly: (adj.) A combination of the words "probable" and "possibly", meaning that an event or situation is slightly more than probably and slightly less than possible.

(Don't ask, it doesn't make any sense to me either.)(Rachael made it up. Pure brilliance!)

Yes, that is correct. I will definitely be in my favorite country prosibly with my favorite person very very soon.
You have absolutely no idea how excited this makes me.

Every day now is going to be a reminder of how this will be the best Christmas break ever. I don't know how I'm going to be able to stay there for only about ten days... I mean, we're talking about the place I want to live, here!! This will be my first time out of the country ever. I'm super excited to see what people in other countries are like... You can get a taste of other nationalities in America, but I bet it's nothing compared to actually being in another country.

Hmm. I just realized I've said "excited" an awful lot. Sorry, I just don't know what other words to use.

I'm manipulating my insomnia into a writers tool- I'm trying to pull something creative out of my butt.

Not... Literally...

So it's pretty late now, at least for me. I usually go to bed on weekdays between nine and ten. But for some reason, I just can't sleep tonight. Maybe it's because I just right now realized I have two assignments due tomorrow. Fantastic. I'm going to go do those. Crappers. Good night!!

-Ayden

My beautiful best friend Rachael
She's a great model!

C'era Una Volta

Sto cercando di imparare I'italiano. Cosi va qui nulla.


Carro Vorrei tu sapessi chi sei,


Non riesco a smettere di pensare a te. Quando si parla, continuo desiderano potrai dire qualcosa che voglio sentire. Ma invece, si scompare. Mi chiedo se dovrei dire qualcosa, dirti come mi sento. Ma, chi sto prendendo in giro? Non avrei ma il coraggio di farlo. E 'molto stupido di me, ma voglio essere più che amici. E io non sono sicuro, ma non credo che si sente lo stesso. Credo che l'unica cosa da fare adesso è aspettare e imparare. Potrei imparare che, proprio come flirtare con me, e io non so come avrei fatto che ... Ma posso sempre cercare di essere amici. Oh, come vorrei che tu potessi parlare italiano. 


Cordiali saluti,


Ayden